Lots has been rumbling inside of me.

I was in Ottawa for my WEL-System Affiliate meeting and Lisa Weiss’ Decloaking Program last week. It was here I created the space to STOP to allow more of what I had been unconsciously running from in my own life to catch up to me and move deep within my body. In a breath the wave moved and the perception of what I was running from has integrated- because it always was and always is ME.

The race from myself can be exhausting and the new choice point I have created is to stop and instead of curling in on myself, I take a deep breath, eyes wide open and choose to move into the unknown of my unfolding future.

The conversation I am creating the space for on May 22nd from 2-5pm will be about exploring the notion of fire. I am drawn to the conversation because for years I silenced my own fire. I allowed the experiences from my past to be the perpetual drip that allowed information to smolder under the surface. The more I breathe into my own body the more my fire burns brightly.

In the past, this fire when unleashed outside my body would be the wall of protection (all an illusion) from what someone was triggering deep within my body. Ironically, I was not protecting myself from them- I was putting a wall up inside myself. I was deciding what was comfortable to move into and what was NOT. Essentially I cut myself off from the potential that experience carried, to propel me into my future unafraid of what was around the corner.

Knowing I cannot access the next layer of discovery until this one moves creates a choice point, I can either allow myself to stay stuck or take the leap even though it may not always feel ‘comfortable’. Women Gathering in small groups sharing the truth of their experience creates the safe, sacred space to explore what may be surfacing in the body that we keep locking down on AND what I don’t know I don’t know about myself that has been driving my bus based on a past of ‘acceptable’, ‘not acceptable’, ‘appropriate’ and ‘not appropriate’. Working with many Women over the past 12 years, both through an old lens and new lens of the world has allowed me to see the degree to which we become habituated at locking down on the fire within us…burning only us from the inside out!

Fire comes in many forms and it always comes down to your experience of it. It may feel like heat, burning, itching, sharp pain, anger/rage, despair, laughter, passion, power, purpose. Notice that these all have something in common…they are all what is going on INSIDE your body. As we change the labels to ‘information’ moving in the body we open and allow for it to flow. Notice the ones that you allow to flow and the others that you lock down on OR do not even know are present. Fire is always moving…the question is do we lock down on what we label as ‘not appropriate’ or create a new context in which it flows through our life creating the passion that so many are searching outside themselves for?

As I continue to explore claiming the fire through a new context, I realize when I do claim it as mine it does not burn me or anyone else, it fuels my internal power, passion and purpose.

Imagine a world where we no longer fear the very information moving in our own body and we stop to allow it to catch up with us…so we no longer run from ourselves!

If you see yourself in my words and would like to consider a new context in which to move through your world join me on May 22nd and discover more of you that you no longer need to run from or lock away! For more info click here