This is the Time of my Life
The last line of my last blog has left me curious. I went back and re-read Test Driving and realized the ‘explanation’ for me has been an obstacle. No more explanation of me or what I do or what I am reading. If you want to know about it read the book yourself. What am I trying to defend? what does my cultural conditioning say about being right and doing things the right way? Why does my way need to be the right way? Whoo a lot to pay attention to.
I am so passionate about how I feel and the courses I take I have been trying to spurt out information when I know it’s not about the information but rather the experience of the conversation. One person’s insight that leads to another persons discovery about themselves.
In my profession of Massage I always felt responsible to “fix” someones problem. Let this go Naomi. Be who you are and let go of the notion of “fixing” because it will get you more of what you have got and right now this is not what you want.
I don’t want to be responsible for “fixing” problems. I enjoyed this for a long time and it gave me what I thought was a great sense of purpose. My purpose does not lie here anymore.
My interest lies here in between these words. The vibration of the space between these words.
I carry within me a Spirit that will not give up on the world and a Spirit that knows I can be the messenger of information I now know. For the experience that will arise, not for self-serving purposes because I know who I Am- do you want to know who You are and what journey you are on?
I am allowing mySelf to be the instrument for something larger- much larger!!! I don’t know what it means right now but I know it is the right direction! No second guessing.